i think now...is a very difficult time for me mental wise
career wise its quite... going good so im happy in the direction that its going
but then.... i think you cant always have both
i realised recently i did interviews very bitterly and ive been quite agressive or depressed
and i feel like kind of regret my attitude but i hope you guys understand why im so angry and upset
is because i recently god this food allergy, i cant eat beef,meat,shrimp,tuna, fat fish stuff...
orelse i cant sleep at night n i get so itchy
i feel so mad because i finally recently started to take care of my health (doing yoga...meditation)
and i was finally at peace and now allgery????
and what did i fucking do? i never eat so much junk food, i dont drink like an alcoholic, i dont do drugs,
i dont party im so quiet and i dont starve myself, and why
i already am so picky about food and why delete so much meat menu from my life?
and i hate beans + peanut +tofu stuff so i hate vegan food
and i also dont eat fried/stemed vegetables so....
also i dont eat a salad unless im convinced it is very fresh (or unless i wash it myself) without salad dressing,
i hate maynoise and oily salad dressing, i hate cheese (lactose intolerent) , i hate milk, i naturally HATE FRIED FOOD
the only thing i kinda liked was fried chicken and no more that too,
i HATE VEGAN FOOD i think it tastes like CRAP no matter what
WHAT DO I EAT ! IM SO HUNGRY!
....
i want to cry cos im so hungry and i cant eat anything nice and fullfilling
any menu suggestion?
what am i suppose to do, be a skinny fascist?????