say bye to london life

welcome to movie junkie's house

its quite nice to change positions from time to time to avoid back & neck pain


there are 300 of these

sometimes you have to dig

should always try to get some sunlight and excercise in the park.

ah. im going to ny this friday...

say hi to me and p's song

say hi to... KOMAKINO!

today i got out of my bed to catch up with my old friends
GO! KOMAKINO! GO!
when the economy is in crisis, people tend to shop for more emotional designs
so GO!

say hi to dreamland

ah
so
im in london and kind of ghetto life style at the moment
my laptop broke in paris and stil havent fixed it or anything

i was dead last week passed out for like...3 days then 2 days straight
so i dont have energy to do anything

been thinking alot.

been in the bath tub alot

and been having lots of weird...dreams
sometimes scary
and repetitive

and i look forward to it every nightnow

so i walk and exercise and tire my body out so that i can go to bed soon.

say hi to....shocking !

ah...
so
i love minimal music

i really love...

and i was wondering how michael mayer and
dj koze and etc...looked like

and i saw this video...kind of i knew
they'd look like... german
but then i didnt know the people who go to
minimal parties dressed like that.

i thought ppl who listen to minimal would be skinny.

but michael mayer has love handels and he's cute

kind of changed my point of view.

wow.

i mean i listen to trance and most trance listening/rave music ppl
are very skinny, so i thought minimal listeners would be skinny
but they look so healthy and kind of... straight


cool. hmmm. new discovery.
but....
what...did...i expect...them...to...look.... like....anyway....
from...the..first..place...

heres rave.

say hi to... CLASSIQUES?

say hi to censored ...CLASSIQUES?

after i uploaded some funny photos of this series took by
lovely lucas ive got some upset emails and comments from
innocent or not so innocent koreans saying or worried
or asking if im on drugs or if someone is giving me drugs
wondering if i did this when i was high, or saying they are
dissapointed in my behaviour etc etc

thank you but
i dont care

and i was not high or drunk
i dont even smoke cigarettes.
i go to bed early and i dont party. i rave at home.

but my mother emailed and told me that she is upset and
worries about my mental state so its censored.

i listen to my mother.

i am okay im just having fun with my french gay boys....

say hi to fav rave album

its really tacky looking


its quite amazing

its called HARDCORE TILL I DIE

say hi to

say hi to kind of dangerous night

so!

im back in london

my laptop broke...in paris and now i dont have internet.

im at my friends house for dinner at the moment.

so last night i came back to london and me and utak

went STRAIGHT to some rave party?

and then we came home and we put on nice minimal music

utak has crazy sound system

and one side of his room is all mirror and we put on some light bulbs

and the light was so beautiful warm and eery

and utak danced like crazy funny and at one point

i felt extreme happiness

and i was half asleep and i saw on the ceiling

and i saw some weird light shadow

so automatically im thinking

"WOW THE BASS is so loud that it is making shadows on the light....cool"


and then like...10 min later

utak is like

"shit fire"

the light bulb burned the pillow

and it was on fire

i was like...okay....

lets not use the water in the cup because it is vodka...

and utak just hit the burning pillow with his palm

and it died eventually.

and after that we slept on that pillow.

we didnt think so much

and then the next day when we woke up we were like

wow.

we almost could have died.

if we fell asleept earlier we could have burned

it would have been quite...weird if we woke up the next day

and we are in a different dimention.

and its kind of romantic and retarded and no regrets.

also so strange a light bulb burning a pillow.