say hi to korean bullies read this

seriously korean ppl
stop bullying me
because
u know what

i have a life

i dont owe you anything
and you dont own me

i dont mean harm, and im just happy to share
my point of views or what i like, its not to offend or to be punk


i respect korean culture as much as possible
im proud to be korean

sometimes i can be ab noxious i know,

but nudity in fashion can't be considered ab noxious

ok did i ever have a dirty scandal? no
did i ever slut around ? no
is i-D porn? no


do you guys bitch when you see a Caucasian model nude?
a japanese girl nude? a black girl nude?
and when its korean girl nude, you guys get mad angry
and i can be blonde, red, pink haired if i want. im not trying to be anything else
i have every right to do what i want. if a white girl colours her hair black, do u say "oh shes trying to be asian"?

its so silly to restrict korean girl has to be a certain way
this is superiority complex and complex is not .... flattering


its 2009 , it aint the 70's we dont have 11pm curfew and skirt length regulations

Korea is Korea. its not the world...

and before im korean,

IM ME.

dont be sad or mad because i change
people change! and move on! i grew. and i wont ask you to change
but i AM going to ask for your understandings.


im not gonna say sorry for living my life...

say hi to i-D!

so, i finally grew tits after like 20 years

all it took was to be with a sexy french man

proper love innit!!!

erika kurihara and will davidson LOVE!!!!

say hiiiiiiii

SAY HAY TO CHRISTYYYYYY



SAY HAY TO LOUIS!!!!!!!!

say hi to my column at ceci

say hi!

i do this column every month for ceci
DAUL SAYS DAUL DOES
because im a working girl now I CHOSE INDEPENDENCY
over comfort of home...

(sometimes i cry)

we did a moroccan special this month
with lovely CAMERON SMITH!!!

and morocco holiday report

now were in london doing the 15th anniversary issue! LOVE! <3

say hi to dont you want me baby

why am i relating to this song's lyrics.

god.... i mean i never worked as a waitress but.


all my life i was with demented older intellectuals or artists as boyfriends

respected me, felt sorry for me and also at the same time kinda hated me

they tried to influence me as much as possible .

taught me about a lot of stuff theologically and tried to show me their world

i understood
and related to some.
i felt sorry for them too.
compassion is not love.
and i was a sensitive lover

but emotionally none of their topics
touched my heart.

i wonder if it touched theirs too.

analysis and knowledge makes people feel secure.

but do you really understand?




cos i really don't give a shit about chomsky.

i would rather have a hug


i guess this is why when i see woody allen movies i feel so depressed.

say hi to california dreaming

say hi to cut

.

say hi to memories

my father.

the reason why i liked unbearable lightness of being
is because i related to a scene where the girl is looking at herself
in the mirror not out of vanity, but with a desperate effort
to see beyond genetics, heritage. to see her trueself beyond
her mothers face. desperate attempt to see her soul.

blood is thicker than water.

say bye.

bye to vacation

hello to fashion week.

say hi to strong moments

say hi to snoop

HI SNOOOP!

say hi to old dolce n gabbana

AW91

HOT!

i always love dolce n gabbana

.

i need to learn how to stop destroying myself
stop being hard on myself and be nice to myself

i need to keep telling myself that

i need to keep wanting something

something nice

something warm

more than just a fur coat

because i can make other people happy

i can understand other people's pain

because

i can love even after all that is left of me is gone

because i have that strength.

say hi to each and everyday

skip the first 10 sec its some weird intro which is not in the original song


Each and everyday...

say hi to georgina grenville

she was so fucking
cool

say hi to tonight.

people make conversations

people put on a facade

queen of england puts on a slight chav accent to make herself more relative

maybe its against her will but she gets consolation out of people who tell her she is loved. who knows

people put on a facade to hide themselves or even to run away and ignore.

some people refuse to see through a facade.

some people reveal their true self and is rejected

and rejection hurts. pain is also ignored.

information, and analysis makes people understand things.

and when you understand,

do you feel safe?

damaged people damage others

or themselves

seriously. how many people didn't get abused?

i tell you

its circumstances, enviroment and levels veary

but the impact is simmilar

Does not matter

how extreme or ordinary something is.

and people are selfish.

their love for others is so god damn selfish

people want to destroy what is nice, what is good, what they want

and make it theirs


thats why i love things. and i try to show kindness and politeness to people i care about.

perhaps i don't know how to love. perhaps its a way of self destruction. self-damnation

something unconditional. perhaps a romantic. perhaps oblivious.

does analysis make one feel secure? less lonely?


people feel less lonely thinking they are others like themselves

relativeness.

it is smart to keep things relative.

perhaps that is why, communism was beautiful

perhaps that is why koreans are so fascist

a sense of belonging

under a

facade

over a

facade

hidden and exposed

violence

so what

so what

really what's the point

is complexity beautiful?

is ignorance beautiful?

is isolation beautiful?

maybe.

maybe not.

reject it or reject it not.

i guess

people

have

roles to play

say hi to how i felt when i saw that fur

i think

i feel like incomplete

but when i wear

fur.

i feel

complete

this

invincible

feeling

something

closest

to love.

say hi to desire.

i never had
desire
in my life

i never had a goal

or want

right now i want something

i want something really bad

and i never felt happy wanting something

i will get it...

someday

say hi to...what my mom thinks of me...

my mom sent me an email

"Hello Daul! mother went to see prada exhibition.
do u know rem koolhas? interesting.
i saw this video and reminded me of you because her work is really
not for children. hardcore... is your code no?
her name is Nathalie Djuberg and she is swedish
but lives in berlin. please see her work"

say hi to morning night and day

afternoon and morning lights are simmilar

i went to bed in the afternoon
hoping i would never wake up

and the second later i opened my eyes

it was 8:34 am

but the light was the same so automatically
i thought it was yesterday's afternoon

felt devastated

but was soon relieved
at the fact that
i have not dreamt last night.

say hi!

HIIIIIIIII!

say hi to fantastic !

So preference of my ideal man
was always quite consistant.

sometimes when i see a cute young boyish boy im very happy too

but then nowdays....

70's Porno intellect style middle aged man

LOVE!!!!


love this layout & story from old 032c


HI !!!!!!


HI!!!!!



i think to look 70's porno intellect, the key thing is too look flashy without being flashy

say hi to YO

YO!!!!! BLONDIE!!!!!!!!!!!!



im in love with a german film star!!!!!!!!

uuuuuhhhh i kinda love german ppl for their techno music

really kompakt is what i really really look forward to every year

nice to see regular fav minimal tech artists new songs

cos they make LPS usually and their new albums dont come out so often

n kompakt TOTAL always has kinda good selection between hardcore and easy going

its more up beat cos minimal is sometimes too dark and too druggy

i did not like gui borato's new album at all too...try hard for me...

but this song works

.

Its a never ending hell
never ending nightmares
Last night
i saw a white fox
coming at me from the corner of the
room

My body was asleep but my mind was
awake
My eyes were closed but i could see the
shadows of the trees from the window

The difference is how much can you
ignore and deny

say hi to luberon

provence style!!!!!!!!!!!!!

say hi to ...cowboy bebop

when i watched cowboy bebop

i could not make the connection between newyork i saw when i was like 12 or 13
and newyork in this movie

so funny

its so 90's!!!!

say hi to song

first bit is abit eh but wait its good



reminds me of those lonely
nights in seoul

looking for some kind of resolution to decadent loneliness

say hi to yes

affection is given

not taken

say hi to i miss hardcore

gosh

this genre

is like

....

miss it so much you know

i just wish the sound quality was more better mastered

its so daft

i dont know what these ppl look like

or where they live

or what they do

i even wonder if they even make money out of this

i have a feeling they do it because they like... doing this

i just really thank them

somewhere in the world

thank you thank you thank you really


my fav ones are by SY & Unknown and hixxy

say bye

i tell myself

im strong.

i dont need to show

my painful past

no one needs to know

the horror i went through

i grew up too quick

and no one, saw past my surface

i dont know how to hurt people

i dont know how to be loved

i dont know how to love

im hurt

but im strong


and im perfect

alone.

say hi to luberon

south of france

i want to ride horse

do you like my new JILSANDER DRESS??

its slutty

but descrete

i got one in beige as well

i look naked

but descrete

.

im lonely.

what kind of loneliness?

every kind.

i feel disconnected. abandoned.

as always.

repetition

so what my love.

so what.


at first,

i just wanted to run away.

now i have no where else to run to

nothing to run from

i dont belong

anywhere.

i dont want to go anywhere

i just wanted to be happy

say hi to MISS CLEEEEEO

i dont think you really know

say hi to MiSS HONAAYYYYY

if u mess wit me
ill sing MISS HONAAYY

.

dont people understand

last stages

are

more

calm?


do you really think

im happy ?

say hi to morocco life

say hi to love profusion

There are too many questions
There is not one solution
There is no resurrection
There is so much confusion
And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love vibration
You make me feel
You make it shine

There are too many options
There is no consolation
I have lost my illusions
What I want is an explanation

And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love direction
You make me feel
You make me shine
You make me feel
You make me shine
You make me feel

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

There is no comprehension
There is real isolation
There is so much destruction
What I want is a celebration

And I know I can feel bad
When I get in a bad mood
And the world can look so sad
Only you make me feel good

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

And the love profusion
You make me feel
You make me know
And the love intention
You make me feel
You make me shine
You make me feel
You make me shine
You make me feel

I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin
I got you under my skin

And I know I can feel bad
When I get in a bad mood
And the world can look so sad
Only you make me feel good

say hi to original tranny bitch face

`
can
you
dance

without dancing ?

can
you
fuck

without fucking?

say hi
to orignial tranny bitch face

take me home

say hi to meat + something

when i was 16, i used to yell

im not a piece of meat

im piece of meat plus something



im not a toy

say hi to come on closer

so 2006.

for me at least.