my idol



this girl used to be my idol when i was 10
i listend to her music in my room
with aircon on
and cried all day doing nothing
feeling depressed
painting my lips black
singing along
AND THEN
she released her third album
which was a HIT
AND THEN
she became weird
and commercial
and happy clappy yucky
AND THEN
she published book which was absolute shit
AND THEN
she went into some ochestra-singer ish vocal thingi which was also even more shit
and un bearable
AND THEN
she got married to some guy who used to date a model
AND THEN
she was forgotten.
but she looked much happier than before.
i know its really mean
but i still wish
she died
before she released her third album
and stayed as "her" just the way i liked "her"
like sid vicious
like john lennon
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