2008/11/30
2008/11/29
say hi to costumeplay

this is me being a ... dong nae yangachi
@ daily projects...
the outfit is about 10 points minus because im not wearing white training shoes.
the training suit is by pelican avenue... i love them so much
my swimsuits from there
its beautiful
but so................
expensive
its abt $1400 ...
i asked..."WHY IS THIS SO EXPENSIVE?"
and they were like "because its digital printing"
i want it so much!!! but...
+ my laptop broke so i bought a new one
+ last months shopping ...(too much)
+ agreed to make custumized jumpsuit with close friends
+ vacation in december
+ habit of spending quite alot on stupid things when in good mood
+ need to buy furniture
+ need to buy ps3
+ skin care $$$$
+ pay yoga teacher
+ i would rather buy john galliano tracksuit for $2000 ....
sad reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but this is what life is becoming when you are getting older!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT BUT I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL FUTURE AHEAD OF ME!
i wish this + chromehearts necklace dropped from the sky .......
but its bad to wish to win the lottery
because you have to work hard for whatever it is
nothing comes easy...
and if it comes easy...
its bad luck.
2008/11/24
2008/11/14
say hi to absolute casting!
i feel that twin peaks by david lynch has the most
SUITABLE and KITCHE and almost SO CLICHE that it is
predictable... i think it is the BEST
the actors face, clothes, hair just tells you what their
roles are supposed to be
characters arent even two-faced . so it is so...amazing
because the story itself you already know how it ended,
and you just focus on the drama and the process only.
ALSO this is the AMERICAN BEAUTY i feel
like....americans were SO beautiful
how can it go from this to...people who look like brittany murphey...
or.... cameron diaz....
i guess they are "charming" in such ways but... their faces are irrangular
and they look like a melted cat.... it lacks sophistication
my favourite character is audrey.
so decadant!
i love agent cooper. his hair is so clean,
i agree with him about food
i dont drink coffee but we both appreciate food.
but im not vocal about it
i love that girl who works in the diner (bob's wife)
she is so beautiful !!! you look at her and you want to EAT her!
GREAT CASTING!
i love this boy. he is the "troubled boy with trashy family problems"
also his acting is so...cliche and sort of bad that its almost perfect and good
i prefer the tv series than the movie
because i got a heart attack watching twinpeaks fire walk with me
the movie is so SCARY
i like gore trust me...but like suprising BOOM! stuff....not my taste
im into more like...happy refreshing gore... gore is almost comical
on a screen i cant relate to chainsaw hacking up bodies
but if there was a visual with a finger and a paper cut
i would feel scared.
but as i grew older i became so reluctunt to physical pain
the key is to detatch your emotions from your body.
and it is detatched.
anyway, david lynch thank you so much!!!
i think it is so revolutionary and we are so lucky to
have this kind of quality program on TV
so that is is accessable to everyone...
SUITABLE and KITCHE and almost SO CLICHE that it is
predictable... i think it is the BEST
the actors face, clothes, hair just tells you what their
roles are supposed to be
characters arent even two-faced . so it is so...amazing
because the story itself you already know how it ended,
and you just focus on the drama and the process only.
ALSO this is the AMERICAN BEAUTY i feel
like....americans were SO beautiful
how can it go from this to...people who look like brittany murphey...
or.... cameron diaz....
i guess they are "charming" in such ways but... their faces are irrangular
and they look like a melted cat.... it lacks sophistication
my favourite character is audrey.
so decadant!
i love agent cooper. his hair is so clean,
i agree with him about food
i dont drink coffee but we both appreciate food.
but im not vocal about it
i love that girl who works in the diner (bob's wife)
she is so beautiful !!! you look at her and you want to EAT her!
GREAT CASTING!
i love this boy. he is the "troubled boy with trashy family problems"
also his acting is so...cliche and sort of bad that its almost perfect and good
i prefer the tv series than the movie
because i got a heart attack watching twinpeaks fire walk with me
the movie is so SCARY
i like gore trust me...but like suprising BOOM! stuff....not my taste
im into more like...happy refreshing gore... gore is almost comical
on a screen i cant relate to chainsaw hacking up bodies
but if there was a visual with a finger and a paper cut
i would feel scared.
but as i grew older i became so reluctunt to physical pain
the key is to detatch your emotions from your body.
and it is detatched.
anyway, david lynch thank you so much!!!
i think it is so revolutionary and we are so lucky to
have this kind of quality program on TV
so that is is accessable to everyone...
2008/11/11
say hi to......whats on your mind....
and i packed my bag and i lied down
the light was off
so it was dark
and next to me there was preston
talking on the phone
so i put my ipod on
and i put it on random
"everlasting dub- KaitO"
i was looking at preston's sweater
the colour was navy
and it was dark
and somehow i fell into this hole
deep in the hole
there was jerry hall's face
blonde
old
cacuasian
female
red lipstick
face like her fathers
man faced middle aged woman
jerry hall
i wanted it to go away
but it wont
so
i was like okay
and changed that face to anja rubik
i was like "wow anja so pretty"
then i was like "wait...i dont want to see her face"
so i wanted to see speed racer
and it was speed racer
and the driver infront of me
was a white trash trucker big log like man with a
trucker hat and a checkered shirt with jeans
fat hanging out of the jeans
and i was like i DONT WANT TO SEE CAUCASIANS RIGHT NOW
the song was slipping into "another day acid - SCSI-9"
and i was fed up
so i took my ipod off
and preston got off the phone
and i felt truely
happy
at
last.
the light was off
so it was dark
and next to me there was preston
talking on the phone
so i put my ipod on
and i put it on random
"everlasting dub- KaitO"
i was looking at preston's sweater
the colour was navy
and it was dark
and somehow i fell into this hole
deep in the hole
there was jerry hall's face
blonde
old
cacuasian
female
red lipstick
face like her fathers
man faced middle aged woman
jerry hall
i wanted it to go away
but it wont
so
i was like okay
and changed that face to anja rubik
i was like "wow anja so pretty"
then i was like "wait...i dont want to see her face"
so i wanted to see speed racer
and it was speed racer
and the driver infront of me
was a white trash trucker big log like man with a
trucker hat and a checkered shirt with jeans
fat hanging out of the jeans
and i was like i DONT WANT TO SEE CAUCASIANS RIGHT NOW
the song was slipping into "another day acid - SCSI-9"
and i was fed up
so i took my ipod off
and preston got off the phone
and i felt truely
happy
at
last.
2008/11/08
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i am in new york in china town
we went into a chinese restaurant
we were very hungry
there are so many fishes and crabs
and eels crammed in the tank
a fish's memory is 3 seconds
have you ever had drunken prawn before?
you put live prawns in wine and get them drunk
when their movements get daft
you eat them alive
usually they resist
but the taste of sweet sweet wine
and transparent blood
reminds me of east coast singapore
reminds me of east side utak
utak likes aquariums
i hate fishes but they all look so miserable
3 seconds later they will forget.
i order a crab
i need some flesh
i need more than a drunken prawn
the waiter goes and takes the crab out of the tank
and it resists even before he grabs it
but it gives up much too quickly
almost too easily
and dumps its own body into the bowl
i think about the muscle of the drunken prawn
resisting in my mouth
we went into a chinese restaurant
we were very hungry
there are so many fishes and crabs
and eels crammed in the tank
a fish's memory is 3 seconds
have you ever had drunken prawn before?
you put live prawns in wine and get them drunk
when their movements get daft
you eat them alive
usually they resist
but the taste of sweet sweet wine
and transparent blood
reminds me of east coast singapore
reminds me of east side utak
utak likes aquariums
i hate fishes but they all look so miserable
3 seconds later they will forget.
i order a crab
i need some flesh
i need more than a drunken prawn
the waiter goes and takes the crab out of the tank
and it resists even before he grabs it
but it gives up much too quickly
almost too easily
and dumps its own body into the bowl
i think about the muscle of the drunken prawn
resisting in my mouth
2008/11/07
Say hi to
this is quite amazing watching speed racer on mute while listening to opto file 1 by alva noto +opiate ... In a plane
2008/11/06
trannnnnnce lyrics
Were looking for the fifth year they say it holds a secret on how to live forever they keep me in the darkness where I can have my visions and show them to the treasure somewhere you take farafara universe somewhere somewhere I can feel it I can almost see it I vavava va vaaaaaaaaaa



