2009/03/31
2009/03/24
say hi to : yooo
I Luv Your Girl (Feat. Young Jeezy) - The-Dream
i dunno why whenever im back in korea im like HIP HOP
its because of my boyfriends here theyre like in SUV with hiphop
bouncing around seoul at night
but theyre not like...hardcore hiphop theyre like
bernhard + givenchy+hiphop+patrick sorenstam!? (sp?)boy
i like this songggg
LIL' MAMA SO HOOD, (I LOVE YOUR GIRL)
LIL' MAMA STAY FLY (I LOVE YOUR GIRL)
WIFE BEATER WITH THE DENIM (I LOVE YOUR GIRL)
SHE KEEPS THEM HEELS ON HIGH, (I LOVE YOUR GIRL)
MAN, LOOK AT SHORTY ROLL, (I LOVE YOUR GIRL)
MAN, LOOK AT SHORTY GO, (I LOVE YOUR GIRL)
i was like
"DANNY why arent we hiphop stars?"
danny : "because were asian"
2009/03/22
2009/03/20
say hi to milan kundera!
im reading his books now days
and i like him alot.
and ppl were like "REALLY? U LIKE MILAN KUNDERA?"
like as if its EW... is it????
i dont get it
i love his style of writing, very analytical and psychological
very reasonable, erotic, interesting, kind of grotesque, kind of stereotyping...
but very very... true
i really like studying human behavior and how certain people's mind work
it is kind of like.. little things when you see how someone behaves
very slight things
where u can tell
"oh he/she has unresolved issues with his mother"
"oh that person , sexual deviant!"
"oh that person probably goes home and revises their conversation
e.g. im going to say this when i introduce myself at dinner today"
"oh that persons wanting me to think in a certain way. "
or even scary things like
"were you fat when you were a child?"
"did you grow up in this kind of environment?"
like milan kundera's books totally talking about things like this for every character in his book
he pretends to like explain the character, but actually its kind of trying to make people understand
how one behaves, due to usually certain kind of history/environment
and also the beauty of analytical thinking.
im beginning to think, maybe, milan is very analytical because
by analysing things,
he feels secure.
but really he knows that things can still be threatening
even when you feel like it is deeply understood through analysing and prediction.
and even this whole book by the writer, who is analytical
is also an analyses of a certain case study?
and the case study is milan kundera.
which also goes back to the everlasting forever repeating human nature
like in the movie Amadeus, mankind always praises for eternity, forever lasting
"fire that never dies"
like in the Greek legends, where people do certain things to leave their names behind
so in music, art, literature, architecture (ESP!), fame, glory, power, idolizing, history is all
going back to the same theme
wanting to be remembered
for eternity
even after death
to be a legend
even after
centuries and centuries have passed.
WHY????????????
so childish/sentimental reason in the end
"i want people to remember me even when im gone"
and i like him alot.
and ppl were like "REALLY? U LIKE MILAN KUNDERA?"
like as if its EW... is it????
i dont get it
i love his style of writing, very analytical and psychological
very reasonable, erotic, interesting, kind of grotesque, kind of stereotyping...
but very very... true
i really like studying human behavior and how certain people's mind work
it is kind of like.. little things when you see how someone behaves
very slight things
where u can tell
"oh he/she has unresolved issues with his mother"
"oh that person , sexual deviant!"
"oh that person probably goes home and revises their conversation
e.g. im going to say this when i introduce myself at dinner today"
"oh that persons wanting me to think in a certain way. "
or even scary things like
"were you fat when you were a child?"
"did you grow up in this kind of environment?"
like milan kundera's books totally talking about things like this for every character in his book
he pretends to like explain the character, but actually its kind of trying to make people understand
how one behaves, due to usually certain kind of history/environment
and also the beauty of analytical thinking.
im beginning to think, maybe, milan is very analytical because
by analysing things,
he feels secure.
but really he knows that things can still be threatening
even when you feel like it is deeply understood through analysing and prediction.
and even this whole book by the writer, who is analytical
is also an analyses of a certain case study?
and the case study is milan kundera.
which also goes back to the everlasting forever repeating human nature
like in the movie Amadeus, mankind always praises for eternity, forever lasting
"fire that never dies"
like in the Greek legends, where people do certain things to leave their names behind
so in music, art, literature, architecture (ESP!), fame, glory, power, idolizing, history is all
going back to the same theme
wanting to be remembered
for eternity
even after death
to be a legend
even after
centuries and centuries have passed.
WHY????????????
so childish/sentimental reason in the end
"i want people to remember me even when im gone"
2009/03/18
2009/03/17
say hi to cycling
i got back from paris in korea to get my dental thing
and they said i have to wait till summer so annoying
anyway since ive been back, i got quite upset cos my guineapig died
and when im depressed i just sleep for days
i ended up sleeping for 3 days...
so today i went for lunch meeting, met accountant HEADACHE SHIT
and met hyojin and her boyfriend
they took me on surprise picnic!!!!
we went to "SEOUL SOUP" kidding "SEOUL FOREST"
ive never been there in my life... its quite nice actually
except for some fucking hideous sculptures...like...why....whats the concept?
we had wine and cheese and sweet potatoes and rented bicycles
i was wearing this big bless sweater jacket thing and it got caught in my bike wheel
so i looked like a retard
its fun riding bicycle drunk
i also met some deers ... theyre like... cows...... they stare at you
i was like "oh i had some deer horn blood sort of thing for herbal medicine its quite great"
they just stare..........................no reaction
then we came back and had eeeeeeeeel yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
then more wine and we were like.... shopping then.... were drinking...... and met my hyunjeong
went back to the eeeeeeel place had more eel....
and shes like "wanna go for massage/spa?" i was like "there are places that do it at 11pm???"
SEOUL is kind of.... amazing
but i hate wine it makes me feel like im going to throw up.
and they said i have to wait till summer so annoying
anyway since ive been back, i got quite upset cos my guineapig died
and when im depressed i just sleep for days
i ended up sleeping for 3 days...
so today i went for lunch meeting, met accountant HEADACHE SHIT
and met hyojin and her boyfriend
they took me on surprise picnic!!!!
we went to "SEOUL SOUP" kidding "SEOUL FOREST"
ive never been there in my life... its quite nice actually
except for some fucking hideous sculptures...like...why....whats the concept?
we had wine and cheese and sweet potatoes and rented bicycles
i was wearing this big bless sweater jacket thing and it got caught in my bike wheel
so i looked like a retard
its fun riding bicycle drunk
i also met some deers ... theyre like... cows...... they stare at you
i was like "oh i had some deer horn blood sort of thing for herbal medicine its quite great"
they just stare..........................no reaction
then we came back and had eeeeeeeeel yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
then more wine and we were like.... shopping then.... were drinking...... and met my hyunjeong
went back to the eeeeeeel place had more eel....
and shes like "wanna go for massage/spa?" i was like "there are places that do it at 11pm???"
SEOUL is kind of.... amazing
but i hate wine it makes me feel like im going to throw up.
2009/03/16
FASHION WEEEEEEEEK: say hi to viv westwood
SO london fashion week...
i looooooove Viviene westwood
it was a really fun show to do, cos i shop there a lot since i was like....15..
so thats like...almost...5 years
royal!
i really love westwood menswear too!!!
the show was fun cos they gave each girl like different make up
and crazy nails!

the casting for the show was interesting and used many girls who have personality/individual look
very london, very fun!
so many shows i did in london had a fun casting... like bringing back old models and new faces and it girls
its more interesting than ok.... same casting for every show.
zuzanna was rock n rolla, amanda was rockabilly and i was goth
at the finale we all walked out in groups and we were suppose to dance and laugh and be all goofy
so me and jourdan were like YEAH! LETS DO THIS!
so i was being...retarded and having fun and i looked around and none of the models were doing it
everyone was just walking like FIERCE! like this and....
like...i was the only one...
jumping....
......
say hi to bag collabo!
AHHHHHH i love doing collaboration its so fuuuuuuuuuun
i did this for COACH like its for charity
it looks better in person, than photograph
it will be on harpers bazaar korea april issue for like charity stuff
go bid!!! and say u like mine the best!!!!!!!!UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i did this during ny fashion week so i was like slightly stressed (cos busy shooting tv show )
so i thought about it ALOT before i did the bag and the actual process was quite easy.
they gave me this photo as example and i was like SHYEAHHH watever i do i can do better than JLo
cos it looks like this


i got kinda confident for no reason, and then i saw in paris when we were shooting this
how other korean celebs + fashion people did the bag and i was like... oh no
mine sucks....
..........
2009/03/15
say hi to : the shoot i styled
it was orginialy for this magazine's cover story +dailyprojects lookbook for FW
but the magazine died cos of economy
and we didnt know what to do with it so it became for daily projects look book.
it was my first time styling. i had fun. the theme was based on styling how each style had a
specific character/persona into it.
its mostly how i would wear these clothes but i always get up and dress like as if im a different person
everyday so it was based on what kind of person would shop at daily projects.
some are parody's of my friends daily style. (e.g. jordan, junghee...etc)
minkoo shot, i styled/modeled with the clothes from dailyprojects, ji eun kim production,
and minchul's makeup.
it was super fun! and also kind of sad it didnt get published but this got minkoo to shoot
for my column in ceci magazine! cool <3
Everyone But Me

jacket: Ann-Sofie Back
skirt: Ann-Sofie Back

jacket: Fabrics Interseason
shirt: Suh Sangyoung
skirt: Reblank
knit: Bless

jacket: Patrik Ervell
shirt: Patrik Ervell
pants: Patrik Ervell
shoes: Elsa
bag: Bless

jacket: Ann-Sofie Back
skirt: Ann-Sofie Back

shoes: Bernhard Willhelm

jacket: Bless
shirt: Bless
shoes: B-Store

track suit: Pelican Avenue
shoes: Common Projects
sunglasses: Bless
necklace: Bless

dress: Christian Wijnants
shoes: B-Store

trench coat: Bruno Pieters
skirt: Ann-Sofie Back
shoes: Bernhard Willhelm

bag: Elsa

top: Bless
pants: Fifth Avenue Shoe Repair
shoes: Elsa
Everyone But Me
08 fw daily projects
Photographer: minkoo kang
Styling: daul kim
Model: daul kim
Hair & make up: minchul hong
Hair colorist: hyeyoung lee
Production: daily projects
www.dailyprojects.kr
but the magazine died cos of economy
and we didnt know what to do with it so it became for daily projects look book.
it was my first time styling. i had fun. the theme was based on styling how each style had a
specific character/persona into it.
its mostly how i would wear these clothes but i always get up and dress like as if im a different person
everyday so it was based on what kind of person would shop at daily projects.
some are parody's of my friends daily style. (e.g. jordan, junghee...etc)
minkoo shot, i styled/modeled with the clothes from dailyprojects, ji eun kim production,
and minchul's makeup.
it was super fun! and also kind of sad it didnt get published but this got minkoo to shoot
for my column in ceci magazine! cool <3
Everyone But Me

jacket: Ann-Sofie Back
skirt: Ann-Sofie Back

jacket: Fabrics Interseason
shirt: Suh Sangyoung
skirt: Reblank
knit: Bless

jacket: Patrik Ervell
shirt: Patrik Ervell
pants: Patrik Ervell
shoes: Elsa
bag: Bless

jacket: Ann-Sofie Back
skirt: Ann-Sofie Back

shoes: Bernhard Willhelm

jacket: Bless
shirt: Bless
shoes: B-Store

track suit: Pelican Avenue
shoes: Common Projects
sunglasses: Bless
necklace: Bless

dress: Christian Wijnants
shoes: B-Store

trench coat: Bruno Pieters
skirt: Ann-Sofie Back
shoes: Bernhard Willhelm

bag: Elsa

top: Bless
pants: Fifth Avenue Shoe Repair
shoes: Elsa
Everyone But Me
08 fw daily projects
Photographer: minkoo kang
Styling: daul kim
Model: daul kim
Hair & make up: minchul hong
Hair colorist: hyeyoung lee
Production: daily projects
www.dailyprojects.kr
rest in peace jamong
after months of being away from home, i got back to seoul
and dad's like "so i have good news and bad news"
i was like "wat my guineapig died?"
"YEAH."
"whats the good news?"
"the other one's still alive"
SO CRUEL. but life is cruel.
my guineapig jamong has passed away on feburary 24th.
i am so sad
mother said it died because it was so fat and it died randomly while sleeping
im super sad i cried in the bath tub and went to sleep for 2 days.
but i feel thankful and lucky to have had jamong for my guineapig for the past 5 years
she was suppose to be snake food .....we rescued her and i feel sorry for not being there
for her cos of work and im so super sad because jamong made me so happy all the time...
she will be missed dearly....

2009/03/03
say hi to the fact.
BEING A TEENAGER SUCKS
DOESNT MATTER if u were in school
or i u were doing this or that
it the same
power of mind is what does not suck,
i wrote down exactly what i wanted to do when i was like 13....
by the time im 20 .. and scary thing! it really happened that way
kind of every detail of it is like that.
and im going to be 20 in this summer i am looking forward to it.
looking back i wish i dreamed bigger
and visualized in more detail
so im 30's goal is to be a dictator
kidding.
so whatever you believe in you should believe it firmly and visualize it.
and its good to be aggressive about what you want.
DOESNT MATTER if u were in school
or i u were doing this or that
it the same
power of mind is what does not suck,
i wrote down exactly what i wanted to do when i was like 13....
by the time im 20 .. and scary thing! it really happened that way
kind of every detail of it is like that.
and im going to be 20 in this summer i am looking forward to it.
looking back i wish i dreamed bigger
and visualized in more detail
so im 30's goal is to be a dictator
kidding.
so whatever you believe in you should believe it firmly and visualize it.
and its good to be aggressive about what you want.