my life in seoul.

hi

sorry its been a while.

i was in seoul for the past 2 weeks.

my life in seoul is quite

surreal.

its very apart from reality.

or maybe this is reality and what i have been

experiencing abroad is not.

my days are like this.

work, go home, rest, go to spa, go to massage, do yoga,

eat, drink, sleep, spend money, earn money, talk, ride

bicycle, think, read, dream.


i like being in my room in seoul

because it is undisturbed

unchanged

for many years.

i feel strange here

people are too nice to me.


life is quite easy quality wise

but mentally i feel

empty

but i feel empty all the time so its not a big deal.

so i drank.

i drank

saturday and sunday.

i drank quite alot but i couldnt get drunk.

my lips taste of last nights champaign


i took a walk yesterday on my way to brunch

i had croque madame and it was horrible


there were so many cherry blossoms

i walked and walked and walked

and saw even more cherry blossoms


2 days ago

i rode the bicycle after shooting, in the afternoon

i didnt ride it for so long

i rode my friends boyfriends bike and she rode hers.

it is beautiful spring in seoul

and we rode and rode and rode

and i almost ran over 2 people

for hours

i was lost

in the wind

and the speed


change is good.

change is scary

but change is good.