HI

yeah

sorry for lazy update

couldnt get internet in london

and im in milan now


many things!

london fashion week was fun! as always

with my london boys but no crazy parties so sad!

its also because east london is getting abit

ghetto

i mean it was

ghetto

from the beginning but

untill like spring time when i was living there

it wasnt so

ghetto

but now its like so many 13 year old kids mobbing you

and so many guns

not cool

but living in the

ghetto

but not really the ghetto

like the english ghetto

is kind of

fun

cos of chavs.

and their attitude is like quite different from

american ghettos u know

not so scary


mainly becos im with my london boys and probably

we dont look like the type you could mug




first time in my life

i felt so

like

empty

because rave scene is dead

i dont like how the magazines portray rave scene

they make it look so awful like all neon and ewww

but seriously

it wasnt like that before boombox became such a big deal

it was so fun

fashion parties

dressing up like mad and going to parties

but now

its fucking boring and lame

and uggghhh

no where to go

except for those uh junkie parties with super good music


so sad

everywhere

no place to rave proparly



i was truely happy

when there was rave

because i could just not think and

just rave

you know

and it was fun and alright

and now i feel so empty


i watched fando y lis

and it made me feel so empty


empty empty empty

im not even motivated to do anything really

not because rave is gone

but because everything was really

nothing to begin with.