2009/11/05

...

how can you be smart

when its love

i already accepted that i relate to nothing

past is heavy but past is past and

i can only try to understand



egoism

too much self importance

perhaps

luxury of time

perhaps just series of bad events which were only beautiful

the irony

the facade we put on

penetrating time.

but not egoism.

it is relative but different.

i just know

the more i gain

the more lonely it is

but when people grow together

its something that is not easy but is nice

and that is something,

relative.

staying relative is hard

staying honest is hard

i know i'm like a ghost

i have nothing

but myself

and potential, to me is the question of will

thats why i am present to you

7 Comments:

Blogger Lame Basics said...

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November 5, 2009 at 1:26 PM  
Blogger Lame Basics said...

♥♥

November 5, 2009 at 1:27 PM  
Blogger nools said...

i am reading a book right now that reminds me of your blog.... truth be told, it's kind of because it's depressing and violently unhappy. more specifically: there is the erosion of the self. "nothing applies."

if you ever feel like reading something unbearably acidic (beautifully written), you should look into Joan Didion's Play It As It Lays.

maybe you don't need more sad things, though....

November 6, 2009 at 1:39 PM  
Blogger neil said...

this is beautiful (and sad)

November 19, 2009 at 9:51 PM  
Blogger Cheyelle Omar said...

Love survives...

November 21, 2009 at 9:37 AM  
Blogger Hon said...

daul you are not a ghost you are just a cool girl and rest in piece,daul.
[past is heavy but past is past]i really adore this sentence.

February 7, 2010 at 8:08 AM  
Blogger Persis Shah said...

so troubled and yet so beautiful. RIP Daul

April 10, 2010 at 3:19 AM  

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